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Smlm, puas umi fikir kenapa si M hentam n ugut opr staf umi...he is really depress and stress...sbb before si M layan dia baik...walaupun tak de lah layan baik sgt...tp, tak penah kena marah lah...tp, lately nih...si M selalu ckp yg bukan2 kat my staff 'lembu lah'...'kayu lah'...that's why lah mr director kata dia tak professional...hanya umi jek yg dia belum penah ckp mcm...samada dia masih ada rasa hormat pada umi...or dia kutuk umi kat belakang then, tak de sorang pun yg pernah mengadu kat umi...may be...who knows?

And finally, umi dpt jawapan...bukan jwp lah...tp, guess...yg si M kan ada recommend one staff utk co. umi...hurm...umi mmg tak mo tambah staf lagi dah... tp, mr director and chairman jr beria2 sgt nak...utk dorang punya branch lah...tp, training di opis umi...tak tau apa dorang punya planning...umi just ckp dgn mr supportee, bila u dah tak nak that staf...then, nak retrench that staff don't ever ask me how to do...deal...

Then, one of our opr staf kita promote utk jadi opr head...maybe si M worried kwn dia tak dpt keje kat sini...that's why dia torture that staff...mentally torture n siap ugut akan buat something dan terima nasib yg sama like our staff before...hmmmm...tak nak dah maki org / marah2...just doa...biar lah ALLAH sahaja yang balas semua perbuatan dia...hanya ALLAH sahaja yg tau apa yg terbaik untuk hambanya...klu ALLAH dah tentukan umi stay kat sini...umi akan buat yg terbaik...klu umi ada rezeki kat tempat lain pun...alhamdulillah...cabaran keje di sini adalah client yg....hurm...tak tau nak explain cam ner...

Dan...umi pasti that recommendation staff by si M...akan jadi mata dan telinga dia di sini...any fraud or anything will be reported to him...itu yg umi jangka kan...mungkin...and remind myself to behave my words, my tingkah laku...agar smuanya dlm keadaan baik...umi tak nak mengeruhkan lagi keadaan...